Dear God , can I ask something ? Why I feel so sad everytime I fall in love with someone ? Yes I know Im not perfect for those people . But please , I dont want to hurt myself . Starting from today I dont want to fall in love with anyone . I'll stay away from them . I dont want to be close with them . Please God , Give me strenght to face all this . You're the most merciful the most helpful . You're the only one who understand and know how much I love someone when Im deeply inlove with someone so please dont let me hurt myself .
I just realized how much I mean to him . I mean nothing to him! I want this words to come out from my mouth ' he means nothing to me ! ' . But I keep waiting for all those words to come out but still stuck in my mouth . I love you but at the same time I hurt myself :'(
This one guy , he's my bestfriend , my supporter , my brother . I adores him so much . I dont want to lose him . He always give an advice to face all those stupid things . I thank God for my meetings with him . I am so lucky to have him in my life . I want to fly with youuuuuuu <3 hahaha
I hate you , but I love you too <3
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