Jobless Girl.

I am still waiting for my SPM results. It will come out in less than two months. 

On 3rd of March 2015!!

I am feeling so excited and thrilled yet , so nervous. Nervous is because Im afraid my result will not come out as how I imagined it would.

I know I could have done better. So much better. I am not dumb , not slow , not fussy. But I was just lazy. I was so stupid for wasting so much time with useless things. Haih.

Whenever I think about this , It will only makes me feel bad and guilty for what I did last whole year of 2014.

But then I am still thankful for the opportunities I got when I was in school . My teachers worked so hard to make sure everybody in the class pass with flying colours and to make sure their students will succeed. 

I will really miss my teachers and my school ( well now I am ) hehe .

I just filled the universities form online today in the evening with the help of my Mum and my sister.

There was 8 choices that I could fill in. The course and which university.

Most of them I filled with Foundation in Science and Foundation in Law.

I filled Diploma in Banking and Foundation in Human Science too.

I really want to be a dentist. I have always wanted to be a doctor , then I decided to take dentistry as my career , profession in the future. Since my sister is taking Medicine , we have planned something for our future . We will open a clinic or mini hospital that has two doctors. Medical doctor and dentist.

It would be fun and so many people will like our place since we have planned to make the interior design of the clinic like the lobby of Sheraton Hotel. hehehe :D

Well , things will come true when you dream of it first . Then you create ways to make it possible! I am so excited to colour my future with so many colours!

My sister and I will really prove to my parents that we will succeed in the future than others . 

We can be a good doctors to the authorities. 

We will really take care of our parents in the future when we finished our studies with the knowledge we have about science. 

I cant wait to get my degree in Dental Surgery (BDDS)

I really want to proceed my next level of specialisation overseas. Maybe India or Ireland.

I have a really big interest in cooking!! I would really love to take a cooking course or anything related to food when I finished my studies. I really want to be a young entrepreneur too. 

Maybe I'll do business or something else in the future so that I can really have a luxurious life. 

All by myself! I dont want to be holding and seeking help from people. 

It will only makes me feel like my life is so useless and priceless.

Maybe I can be like Dr Ezani , a good dental doctor who became the 1st winner of Masterchef Malaysia!! I am so excited to make my dreams come true. Amin!!

Guys please pray for me. Anything I will update again here.

Tata xx