You got me going Crazy.

Guysss! I think Im already inlove with that pilot againn . 

Actually I already promise myself not to inlove with any abroad guy anymore but I dont know why .. I had to :(

but still I need to avoid myself from being sooooo damnn deeply inlove with him . It will make me become crazy and crazier!! 

By the way , I can understand that he doesnt like me . maybe he LIKE me as a friend or a sister but I cannot feel that he really loves me or not . Im not really sad but Im frustrated . Hmmm .

Tomorrow is ' 11 . 11 . 11 ' . Such a very beautiful date . I wish I could spend tonight with Him . What I mean is like , I wish he will call me tonight and just make something to make 11.11.11 become meaningful . I really loves you , but I dont know what to do . You know how to make me smile , you always do crazy things and all of your attitude makes me fall in love with you even more and more .. I know you are a PLAYBOY but still I can trust you . I love your ' open minded ' attitude . It makes me feel comfortable and I can be myself everytime I talk to you . 

I always wanted to find any special guy like you , but when I found you , I realized that you dont like me . you dont have any feelings towards me . Dear F , I miss you ;(