I want to run away.

Dear Allah , you're the most High , the most Powerful and the most Amazing .

You're the only one whom all the Muslims used to call and talk to you .

I just wanted to ask you to ease the Sadness that had been fighting in my heart for decades . I cannot live my life like what I've always wanted . 

I promised myself that once I finished my SPM examinations , I want to go and stay with my sister in any countries out of Malaysia . The government will send her to any countries for few years and Im going to stay with her . I dont want to stay here because I believe that I cannot have the perfect life like what I always wanted to .

My temperature is not OKay nowadays . I always feel bad , feel sad , strange feeling . Im a big girl now and I always think about my surrounding and my future . The only thing is , Im STRESS and really really STRESS . I wish I had a better life . 

Allah is the only one that know and understand my feeling . Dear Allah , protect me and guide me in the right path :(

Sahara K