Allah :(

Salam Semua . I just wanted to tell you guys that ...... 

I dont have a deep relationship with Allah . I pray randomly , I read quraan randomly , I dont read books , Bad words always come out from my mouth  blablabla . I dont know whats happening to me =.= 

I know Im not good enough . I want to repent :(

Yeah , I wear hijab now but still I dont have a deep relationship with God . before this when I used to pray all day , I memorized Yasiin ayat 1-20 and al baqarah ayat 1-10 . I am so sure that If I always read them , I could memorize all of it . Ya Alllahhh . seriously , I need to change .

For example . If I want to study , I dont know where the hell I should start . Eventhough Im fully ready to study but still I dont find where is the place that I could start to study wtv . I dont know whats happening to me . Syaitan is my best friend . 

Esok puasa!! 

Im sorry for everything if I ever hurted you :( I know Im still not matured enough :p ahah . I wish this Ramadhan , you're gifted with blessings of Allah and many treasured moments of joy!! 

Let us forgive each other , Well , allah will give us double of reward if we forgive each other! :)

I want to give u guys something hehe!

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Asma Ul Husna :) 

U go and search it in youtube , may Allah shower u guys with blessings . k bye!!

Opssss ,

Assalamualaikum :D