you are my man in the mirror

you are my man in the mirror because , I can only imagine that u are standing beside me and loving me . Not in reality . I'd fallin in love with thousands boys before but all of my feeling to them are just same ! But you , soo different and too hard to forget . Even you are not inlove with me , please care about my feeling . Because my feeling to you is just soo expensive . I know u live soo far from me then , that's why my love for you is soo deep . I love you . Don't u hear that ? I love you ! Arghh , -,- but I can only pretend that I'm happy when I'm loving you but actually I'm not . I hurt myself while loving you . Seriously . It is soo hurt . even one day if I got a husband or bf , I will never forget you . Because there will be a 'love' scar in my heart that is only for you that I will never forget till my last breathe . I love you soo soo much ! You are the best thing I never knew I needed ! ;( . Everytime I listen to a love songs , I will cry . Because you hurt me a lot . Cannot count by fingers . Each song got a story in it . How I wish I could be one of the luckiest girl that will be loved by you . But I need to always remind myself ' sahara , please wake up from your dreamworld . he will never love you . he will never know how much u care about him . he will never understand about your feeling . Please don't give a hope for him because you never cross his mind ' . Oh how sad it is right . But dude , you are soo one in a million . I love you soo soo much .