memorable memories

i dreamed about you that u kick everyone who wanted to chat with me and keep in touch with me . even your cousin !! i know this is such a very very weird dream !
boy , i do miss you every second , every minute , every hour , every day and everytime . i am soo sure that i will never got crush on someone like this in my future because you are soo one in a million . some people might think that i am a kind of OVER girl when talking about boy . but for me , he is soo one in a million . so who cares ? -.-

i wanna tell you guys seriously . i never fallin in love with someone like this before . thats why i am soo thankfull because God already show me this one boy but i am not soo sure that he is the only one . he doesnt know how to love a girl . thats why i am soo sad and hurt . my heart is like cutted by a knife . when i flash back about my memories with him then my teardrops fall infront of my sisters , public . everytime he show me his admire photo , his admire sister's photo . i was like ' oh myy , ' .

i still remember when all of us were playing monopoly in my house then u keep playing with my legs under the table untill sabila scream ' aku dekiiiiiiiiiiiii ' heee :D u kn0w what , when i think about that moment i will smile but inside im crying :( because all those memories are the sweetest memories ever !

i still remember als0 when you text me in the early morning to wake me up for school because your time is 3 hours back from my time . your first message will be ' saharaaaaaaa ' or ' saharaaa , are u awake ? ' . omg , dude . i miss you :( now im using blackberry . bef0re this i use sony ericsson . that phone is soo memorable . i still keep it nicely :) when we were having a great conversation through internet and phone . i keep listening to Knock You Down by Keri Hilson , Neyo , Kanye West . that song is the song that reminds me about you . only you and you :D

i love you but you're not . i am soo regret of meeting and knowing you because you only could hurt me . not happy-ing me ;(