could i just GO DIE ?

could i just go die ? i feel like i am nothing in this world . nobody care about me . before this when you are still keep in touch with me , you are the only one who cares about me out of my parents . thats why when u go , i feel like im nothing . even you are stay far from me , when i got fever or something u still texts me , call me , ask me to have a good rest not to keep stay infront of the computer HAHAHA :D

i just want to say that i feel soo sorry for your friend's death . really2 sorry about that . i know u must be soo sad right :(

everytime i recalled all of our moments together , tears fall and i feel like ' oh my Lord , could you just take him OFF my mind ? i cannot continue my life as before if he is still stuck in my head ! he hurt me a lot , he is a EGO boy . he doesnt care about me at all . why You need to still keep him in my mind ? oh please :( '

whenever i talk about this , think about this then tears will fall down . i love you , i love you . dont you ever realized it ? omggg